Love

him

of all the love, lust and passion,
drained my heart is now,
as you walked away from me,
to the open hands of your new found love.

her

in your eyes, i see the passion
in your words, i find the love
resting in your arms,
i know what falling in love means.

him

in your eyes, i see the plague
of my questions of your past
but for once, listen to my heart's say
“I want to do with you what spring does with cherry trees…. ”

the last line by Pablo Neruda, “Every Day You Play”, from Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair(1924)

P S : Creating my own ways in writing.. broken heart and new found love..

PPS : Thanks to my Virtual Twin Jinju for telling me about Pablo's Lines..

PPPS : I am bored.

Fragility

of all the fragilities i saw in life,
your heart proved stiff.

Love | പ്രണയം

വിരിയാറായ പൂമൊട്ടും,
വാടിവീണ പൂവും,
ഒരു പുഞ്ചിരിയും,
ഒരു തുള്ളി കണ്ണുനീരും,
എന്റെ പ്രണയത്തിന്റെ ഒടുക്കവും,
ഓർമകളുടെ ജനനവും..

a bud to bloom,
a flower to fall,
a smile on lips,
a drop of tear,
the end of my love,
the birth of memories...

P S : its time for me to start using spects again. it felt good, not writing the exam. been to the eye specialist this morning.

P P S : attempting to write short stories, and so, you might want to have a look at the previous post.

Solace

With his heart broken, he knew where to find solace at. Next morning, as he was driving to native, he saw the road covered with fumes and smokes from the near by ground. Reaching home, seeing all tear-filled eyes, he knew, she has found solace at the hands of Mother Nature.

~~~

so i am in a great mood today.. sucked at the exam hall.. but still i feel so good this evening and i have found new reasons to visit a doctor. a broken ankle, dried tear glands and a bad backbone.. and well, no more driving for 3 months.. last weeks accident was a bit serious than estimated. one more paper to go and well, i think, i must write it without preparing.. haha.. seriously, i am in an awesome mood today :)

PS : i guess, i am gonna flunk in a paper, or may be two, first time in college.

PPS : i have now gained my confidence that i can do better in exams and all i need to do is to put in some more efforts.

Artz, thank you for the award, i saw my name there.. at there soon :)

Loneliness | ഏകാന്തത | Broken Heart

നാലുചുവരുകള്‍ക്ക്‌ ഉള്ളിലെ ഏകാന്തതയില്‍,

അറിയാതെ പറഞ്ഞു പോവും,

പുറം ലോകം എത്ര വിശാലമെന്ന്..

പുറത്തിറങ്ങുമ്പോള്‍ അറിയുന്ന ഏകാന്തതയിലും,

ഒറ്റപ്പെടലിലും മനസ്സ്‌ മന്ത്രിക്കും,

ചുമരുകള്‍ സുരക്ഷിതമാണെന്ന്.

നിന്റെ ഹൃദയം വെട്ടിമുറിച്ചു കടന്നുപോവാന്‍,

ആരും വരില്ലെന്ന്.

Confused? Malayalam, well someone said, i express better in Malayalam.. so this ends my mourning about all happenings in my life.. or may be one more post to follow.. and so wondering what all these lines and foreign languages are.. well, this one came from the status message of Anupama who writes at Sincerely Yours..

" in the loneliness of the four walls...looking at the rising waves.."

in the loneliness of the four walls,

it may seem, the world a wider space

and once thee enter the world,

feel the loneliness and isolation

thy heart may sing,

better was the four walls.

none will enter in, to break

thy heart and then move on.

P S : how do you feel to be blank about tomorrow's exam and you still manage to be online chatting and browsing?

Kiss

fragrance of lust,
sweat of pleasure,
and to seal,
a passionate kiss.