The Things I Lost With You

Words I utter have lost their meaning

I fail to put my heart out and write

Cries I scream have gone unheard

I have lost the voice to reach you

You have turned insensitive

You have become someone who I never knew

The things I lost with you, that day

Peace, happiness and my life.

A stranger so familiar you have become

Crossing my mind every moment I breathe

I have turned psychic in your absence

Every night becomes of torture

To put me into rest, I struggle

Weed, drug and what not have I tried

Your thoughts come back rushing

Every time I try to forget

Now if I tell you what you mean to me

You’d mockingly laugh and walk away

You’d ask, why are you bothered?

Am I not your past? And smile again

The things I lost with you, that day

I have lost count of them

I try to forget those things, in vain

Memories are a curse, sometimes in life

I have known someone so tender

In my past, and i am still there

Stuck, wondering, where to run

I have lost my face, and my faith

I have lost my way too.

The things I tell you from my heart

Laughed off by you, and the indifference

You bring to my life these days

I would want to hate you and

I would want to stop caring for you

Walk away from your thoughts

And I search for hatred in me

Only to find all my emotions gone

The things I lost with you, that day

My senses, emotions and ability to feel

I have become so numb, so lost.

The things I lost with you, that day

Far too many to recollect and remember

I know this, I have lost myself totally

In that glow and depth of your eyes

I can only look into myself and realize

I have lost myself into your thoughts

Of all the things I lost with you, that day

I wish if my soul comes back to me, from you.